Knowing who I am NOT

I was raised in a box of Christianity. God is good, God is great. Pray before every meal and before bed time. I grew up believing everything that was taught to me in the house of God and in my own home. I was sheltered from any movie with sex, swearing, and other beliefs of existance. My box was a perfect world where God took care of your needs and sometimes answered your prayers with "No." I never really experienced death or lost too closely. I wasn't taught about evolution or the big bang theory. I had heard them mentioned, but that just wasn't real when God created everything. Since moving out of my family home, and meeting my husband, along with other's who believe God is an imaginary being created to make people feel better, I am opening my eyes to new possibilities about exsitance, life, and death. As my husband as said, with all the religion's around the World, every one of these followers believe that their faith is the correct one. Budda, God, Islam, and other Eastern Religions would all tell an individual that their god or gods are truely the ones that exist. No one really knows what's real.
Life after Death. Who do we become? Where do our souls go? Even the various christian relgions have different beliefs on this subject. The souls continue to roam on Earth until judgement day. Your soul goes directly to heaven as long as you have accepted Christ as your Savior. Egyptians believe that our huamn bodies are only temporary and your real life comes after death. Other's believe in reincarnation into other beings, be it humans or animals.
I could go on and on about all the things I am unsure of at my young, but mature age of 23. All because I was not exposed to anything more than God. I am going to start my searching with how the world/universe/universes began. No longer so I believe in this higher being that created the World in 6 days. Scientifically proven, matter can not be destroyed or created. And in all actuallity, I do not know if I care to know exaclty how the Universe is here. That may ruin all the mystery and beauty of it. Follow me in my discovery of who I am and what I believe in.....in all aspects of my life.